No Version Left
This isn’t a highlight reel.
It’s everything people usually edit out.
- The truth behind decisions.
- The pressure.
- The mistakes.
- The rebuild.
Not from the other side —
but from the middle of it.
It’s about asking better questions.
Why did things happen the way they did?
Why do we make the choices we make?
Why do we stay… or leave… or break?
No Scripts
No Pretending
No Version Left - where I stop editing the story—
and start saying the things most people don’t.
Episodes
7 episodes
Ep.5 - Coming Out - Part 2
Coming out was one moment. Living with what came after was something else entirely.In Part Two of Coming Out, I unpack the aftermath—the damage, the complicated love, the things that followed me long after I was 18, and how one ...
Ep.5 - Coming Out - Part 1
At 18, I said the words that changed everything.In Part One of Coming Out, I go back to the fear before anyone knew, the moment I finally told the truth, and what happened when home no longer felt like a place I was guaranteed t...
Between Versions 01
Short pauses between the larger stories—personal reflections, behind-the-scenes context and a look at where No Version Left is going next. In the first Between Versions, I pause to reflect on what I’ve shared so far, why th...
Ep.4 - How Music Saved My Life
In Episode 4, John shares how music became more than an escape—it became a lifeline. How Music Saved My Life explores grief, survival, creativity and the unexpected courage it takes to try something new when you feel like there is no v...
Ep.1 - Trailer
No Version Left starts with the pieces that did not make it back. This trailer introduces a raw and deeply personal podcast about grief, addiction, identity, survival, and the cost of carrying pain in silence. It is not about having al...
